Another Saturday morning and another guy wants her, and he wants her for a long time now…
Clarice’s other Saturday morning
I already had breakfast and watched more Saturday morning cartoons. I just enjoy these mornings where l do not have my parents around and l am just by myself. I can do whatever l choose. And that means a lot.
I was thinking back on those last few months where l went from being a virgin to having the penis of older guys in my mouth, and sleeping with one of them... twice!!! I was imagining myself being their little play toy. First with Jack, continuing giving me the best sex a girl like me can have. Making sure he gets the best sex he deserves. Making sure l give him the most he could get out of me, and then more! And then l think about Bob. Bob who, after finding him cute and sexy since the age of 10 (he was my first crush), l finally had contact with him in giving him head. Not when he wanted me to, but when l wanted to. I gave him two on that Saturday morning. And then a quick one another evening. I really, really, hope one day we can do it. I will admit that Jack gave me a lot, so it will be hard to beat him, but l hope we end up together because l think the feeling would be different but the results just as good.
I am now accepting that l am sexually active. In a few months, l got more than most girls in my classes. I have realized a few things since l started all of this. First off, l can get really intense orgasms. Second, l like having a dick in my mouth, and men love it too. And third, l love sex! I want it all the time. If l could, l would have it all the time. But it is not socially acceptable for a young lady like myself to be so active. Or even to be active at all. But l really want it!
It is crazy how the idea of me wanting it all the time is real. This is more than fantasy. I technically can make this happen. I love it when my men enjoys me, l am happy to see that, yes, men do enjoy me! I just love being their object of not just fantasy, but relief. Other strange thing is, Bob is married. And l do not even care. That’s scary,
The doorbell rings and this brings me out of my train of thoughts. Who could it be? I know Jack’s away. Could it be Bob again? If it is Bob, he HAS to come in and we HAVE to do it!
I take a peek out the window and it’s just Quark. I invite him in and he forgot everyone was away. He needed to borrow a tool from my dad downstairs, which l know he borrows all the time. He comes in with his tool case. He goes down before me but does not go in the tool room. He puts his tool case beside my couch, sits on the couch, and then just looks at me. I sort of froze. No idea what is going on. « What is it? » is the only words coming out of my mouth. He sort of just looked at me, all smiles. Then he opens the tool box, and give me an enveloppe. I asked him what it was. He invited ne to just look.
I opened the enveloppe and take out the content. It’s pictures. Pictures of me. Pictures of me with Jack, fucking in his bed! Pictures of me and Bob. Pictures of my head on Bob’s dick on my couch! The quality of the photos are low, but you can definitely tell who is who. And there was a lot of pictures. It was all pictures of my second time with Jack, sand my first blowjob with Bob. Then there are pictures of me changing. Pictures of me masturbating with my hair brush and with my tube of cream. I was truly angry at this invasion of privacy! How long has he been spying on me? I decided to try to rip the pictures in two.
« Oh l have more copies at home... » he replies.
« You sick bastard! » is all that came out of my mouth, as l threw them at him.
He started to pick them up and scrolled through them. While looking at the photos, he said « Can you imagine if these fell into the wrong hands? How many lives would be shattered? How people would react about you? »
The bastard was holding me hostage. These CANNOT come out and be exposed! Jack... Bob... they’d lose everything! My parents... they would be so ashamed! I do not know what to do...
« What do you want? » is the only thing l could say. « What is it do you want! »
He put the photos back. He just looked at me. « I want my own piece of the cake. »
I sighted. I had a feeling it would come to this. I let my head drop in abandonment. Knowing perfectly well l would have to be with him to make him quiet.
« Oh and you will do whatever l tell you to do. » The only thing l could do was to comply. He promised this would not come out as long as l go along with what he wants.
« So... what now... » l asked him.
« First, you will let your long hair down... » and l took off my hair elastic to let my hair fall. « Then you will slowly, but really slowly, strip down naked for me... » That won’t be long since l only had my sweatshirt and undies on. I slowly too my sweatshirt off and let my hair fall on one side. « Oh yes... those pretty breasts... » he was squeezing himself with his pants. I started to pull my underwear off but he then told me to « ... turn around and pull them down slowly. Then get back up and keep your back to me. » which l did. I was naked, and my back was towards him. I could hear his pants unzipping. « You have such a great butt... start walking backwards towards me. » l walked backwards until both of his hands on my ass stopped me. He was starting to grab my butt cheeks, and playing around with them. He would grab them, put then together, spread them apart, spread them upwards where even my slit would open up. I stood there with my arms crossed.
Then he started kissing them. Then he was licking each cheeks. He spread them apart and then his tongue was playing with my asshole. That feeling was weird and strangely aroused me. He pushed his tongue into my ass. Then he squeezed my cheeks on each side of his face as he ate it out. That feeling was odd, and yet a part of me was aroused by it.
The only word that came out of his mouth was « ...finally... » Finally what? Blackmailing me? Finally eating my ass out? Finally touching me? So l dared to ask him.
« Finally what? », and then he answered me.
« Finally having a piece of you. Finally touching you. Finally having this moment with you. I have been fantasizing about you for a long long time Clarice. »
This was a really weird response as l was only recently sexually active. How long did he fantasize about me? Since l grew tits, like Jack said? Or even before that?
« Since l started touching you, l kept fantasizing about you... » he licked my ass some more and came back to tell me more things. « ... l wanted to be the one who wanted to take your virginity. I wanted to be your first everything. Other guys beat me to it but there is a few things l did first on you... »
I turned around, arms crossed, looked at him pissed off. « Like what?! »
« Like l was the first one to touch you, remember? »
Him saying that brought images l totally forgot. He did indeed was the first person to touch me in a sexual way. I was a bit younger and in a yellow summer dress in his basement, watching tv, while the adults were outside drinking and going into the pool. My parents had no babysitters, so Quark said it was okay to bring me over. He made this little cinema room with snacks and such at the other end of his basement. His kids were out. So l was by myself. I was dancing to a song from tv as he came behind me and put a hand on my mouth and rapidly lifted my dress with his other hand. My two little hands were hanging on his arm close to my head. He was shooshing me and told me to be quiet. Told me not to remember what was happening and to forget about it. And his hand quickly went into my underwear and clasp on me. He squeezed me and and rubbed me quickly. My legs automatically closed themselves up. But that did not stop him from continuing. I remember l closed my eyes. He kept rubbing. My body went tingly. He removed his hand and l fell on his carpet. My underwear was kind of wet. He put a finger on my mouth and told me not to tell anyone because it will get ME in trouble. He told me to forget everything and my brain sort of did.
« Since then, my goal... » goal? « ... was to be with you. So l kept touching you over discreetly and kept an eye on you. I did not want other girls. I wanted you! With your long brown hair and big brown eyes... and those beautiful puffy lips. And then you started to wear short shorts. That did not help. You have been in my fantasies for a long time! Then you started to have puffy nipples. My dick wanted you so freaking much on your birthday last year when l could see through your shirt, and this year again... lmagine how l felt when l saw you masturbating with all different objects. I knew it was a matter of time before you had sex. I was trying to find a way in, but others came before me. I was so angry and jealous at Jack! But to see you climax like you did under him, l wanted you even more! Then you invite Bob in, and you blow him? I see now how sexual you are, and now sweetheart, it’s my turn. »
This last phrase was his way of reminding me he had control over me.
« You’re sick. » l said.
« Yeah, you’re my disease... », he responded. « Now... come over, kneel down, and suck my cock! »
I looked at him. Knowing well that he ‘breeded’ me for this moment. And knowing well that l had to do this to protect everyone from my choices. This guy, who has been fantasizing and touching me since l was a kid, now has me under his complete control.
Now l am in a situation were sex is not in my control. Look at me that talked earlier about enjoying cocks and sex, and the attention, and now l ‘have’ to do it, or else. Sex is not just fun and games. It’s serious. Sara did tell me that men will take advantage of you if they get the chance. This one is taking his chance.
« I hate you... » is the words that came out of my mouth before it landed on his shaft. I was pumping him hard. If l was lucky, he might come quick. Quark was enjoying me. He grabbed a chunk of my hair and pushed my head even further on him.
« You little slut. Giving yourself to men like that. Other girls your age are barely having crushes, and you are out there with guys two to three times your age. Taking your little body. Taking your little pussy... »
Thing is, he is right. I did give myself to men while other girls my age likes boys in magazines, and have no idea what sex is. He pulled my head off of him.
« You like this, don’t you? I saw you! I know you like sex! I know you crave it. I know you love cock. Huh? Say that you love cock! »
« I love cock. » is what l manage to say.
« Then if you like it so much, take it! » and he shoved it right back in my mouth. As l was doing that, he went to his tool box. Then he closed it. He had some sort of object. « Lick it. » he said. So he put the circular thing in my mouth. He then shoved his penis right back in my mouth. As l was pumping him. I felt the object playing around my vagina, and felt it go in.
I moaned on the insertion. « Oh you like that, dontcha? » He kept screwing me with it. I noticed l got wet from it. It made Quark go faster and harder. Then he took the object out and started pushing it into my ass. I screamed with my mouth full. He liked it and pushed harder. I muffled screamed some more.
« Oh yeah, let me hear you scream... » he says. Then he took the object out if me and removed me from him. He made me lie on my back. My lower body was supported by a cushion table. He then decided to tie my hands on either side of the couch. Then he tied my feet also on each end of the couch, making me completely spreaded out. He put a rag in my mouth. Here l was, tied up, at his complete mercy, and l realized too late l made myself completely vulnerable.
He got up, went to his tool box, and grab his camera. He started to take pictures of me. And then too close up pictures of my breasts, and my holes, and my holes with his fingers in it. He put his camera down and finished undressing. Then he came close to me and told me...
« There is nobody here but you and l. I want you to scream. Scream your pleasure or discomfort. But be vocal about it as l fuck your brains out. »
And he aggressively pushed himself in me! I did scream. He enjoyed my scream as he pushed some more. He was fucking me hard and fast. My little breasts were going everywhere from the violent trusting of Quark. Once again, my vagina was getting super wet. The thing had a mind of it’s own.
« You enjoy this, huh? You like having old cocks in you, you little slut? Say yes, say you enjoy it! »
But my sounds were muffed by the rag. So l could only nod. « Good girl. » was his response. Quark was moaning hard. I could feel him get bigger in me. Then he stopped and took it out. He squeezed the end of it and was breathing slowly and heavy. Crap, he stopped his orgasm.
He then lied on top of me and he was not in me. He started kissing my neck and my earlobe. « You smell so great. You smell fresh. » He was kissing me some more. « I love you Clarice. I will always love you. I will always... forever and ever. » And kissed me some more as l was freaking out.
Strangely, hearing these words relaxed me a little. I do not know why. Then he kneeled up and headed hid member towards me again. I was still very wet down there. He removed my rag, which was a relief. He told me he was about to put it in me again. He still wants me to scream my satisfaction. He wants me to pretend he is my long time boyfriend, and tell him caring words and such. Then his love making was softer, cooler, more caring.
« Oh yeah baby... this feels great! » he says. Then he looked at me, waiting for s response.
I manage to say « Yeah baby, this feels so good. » l did not really had to talk with Jack and Bob. But l had to with him and l am not sure how to do it. But hearing these words made him push it further in me, just as dlid though. I now think he just wants to make love. So l let him. Not that l have a choice as l am still tied up.
I started doing some moaning even though l did not feel like it. He was REALLY enjoying it.
« Oh yeah my love, you are wonderful... » and he kept looking into my eyes for a responses. My responses was not coming quick enough as he started to be aggressive again.
« Yeah baby, do me hard! » is what l said. But he started doing that and call me names like tease and slut again. It’s almost like he has a double sexual personality. So l went « Slower baby. I want to take the time to feel you in me. » snd he slowed down and became his caring self again. I asked him if he can untie me so l can hold him. He did, so l put my legs snd arms around him. He liked that a lot.
I looked sideways while he was in me. I sort of had to play pretend. Then he held my face snd started kissing me. I kissed him back. « Fuck me baby... » was the words l told him. And he was pushing deeper in me but not aggressively. I was starting to moan some more. I looked sideways, but caught a glimpse of my mirror. Here l was, on my back, naked, with a guy doing me on top if me. The image was a nice vision, snd l did feel an orgasm coming up. I let myself come. Quark was so happy.
He got off of me. I was all wet again. Hf liked the view. He was grinning like crazy. Is it over? Of course it’s not. He went to hid tool box and took out something else. It was a vibrator. He started to put it on my clitoris. And the moment it hit the spot, l exploded in a convulsing orgasm!
« There you go... » he says ad my body was jumping ip and down on my furniture. He then turned me around and removed the cushion. My knee were on the floor and the upper part of the body on the couch. He put the vibrator in me in low setting. All of my thoughts were concentrated towards my vagina, which was cramping up again. Then l felt some more wetness, different kind of wetness, on my asshole. Still my thoughts were on cramped up vagina which was about to explode once more.
Then l felt it, of more ‘him’, pushing himself slowly into my ass. As much as Jack’s dick made me feel like l was getting ripped apart the first time he did me, this was similar but quite different. I could feel Quark slowly sliding into me. I was this time actually screaming. Then he started pulling out and in slowly. It took a few times for the pain to sort of disappear.
« Oh yeah, your ass feels so good. Now THIS l know l am your first! », he said as he pushed it again in me. It was the weirdest sensation. A mixture of pain and pleasure. It was painful but l liked it. The vibrator in me helped with this.
Then l started crisping up again. But not just in my pussy, but in my ass also. Quark was hearing me and feeling it get thighter. So he was doing me quicker and harder in the ass now. That idiot is going to make me cum again, and hard. I was moaning loudly now.
« C’mon, l know you want to scream it out! Scream for me! »
He pulled my head backwards by the hair and was pounding my ass hard! It was starting to get painful back there, but the orgasm was also coming. Mu screaming was a mixture of pleasure, and dome screams of pain. Once again, Quark was about yo come but he is not coming!
« C’mon my love. Cum and l will cum with you.., »
So l came. And l could feel him coming into my ass. I was screaming with relief. He was screaming too. He held my face down. His dick between my butt cheeks. I took the vibrator out of me. His dick went soft and slid itself out. My body collapsed to the side. Quark stayed there snd admired the results.
I turned my face to him, saying « you’re happy now? »
He was very happy. I asked him about the pictures. He said it is the secret between him and me. No one will see them or hear about them, as long as l am nice with him. I gave him a look.
Then he sat on the floor. He told me that he truly feels an attraction for me. Feels we have a connection, and wants to meet again. As long as l cooperate, everything will be fine. So he will always have a upper hand on me. Bummer.
But he was not leaving as he wasn’t done with me, he said. So after a while, we both sat on my couch, and we talked.