This is a confessional piece, and the confession is……I fucked my cousin.
This is a confessional piece, and the confession is……I fucked my cousin. Yes, that is right, and it all started innocently as most familial encounters do. Our families were close as her mother and my father are 1st cousins and we saw a lot of each other growing up in northern Illinois. As we grew up and started getting interested in worldly things, it was obvious and apparent that Danielle and I were attracted to each other.
We were alone together a lot in each other’s rooms when our families visited, we only lived 6 miles apart so that was frequently. When we were younger, we’d play board games or lay on the floor and talk and as we grew older, no one suspected that other things had begun to happen behind closed doors. We were so innocent and “family,” so no one even had a second thought about Dani and I being alone all the time.
We shared our first kiss together and then progressed to feeling each other up as we got older and began to explore sexuality. We rode together to and from track practice in high school before we could drive and I would always sit in the back and lean up against the front seat snaking my arm around the right side of the passenger seat to slip my hand in through the side buttons of her overall shorts. So many times, I simply caressed her rib cage, up and down to her hip and the soft material of her panties during those rides home.
Once we started driving, we would drive like hell away from school (after school or after track practices) so we could make up a few minutes of time and go parking on the many two tracks that ran through the area not far from where we lived in Illinois. While we were 16 and 17, we spent a lot of time in the back seat of my car exploring our young bodies up to the point of having actual intercourse, we never did that as teenagers. We would do oral on each other quite a bit and both had shuddering orgasms brought on by the other, but I could never get her to let me fuck her.
This is all just background to lay the foundations for the story that’s going to unfold here. We graduated and I went off to college in Boulder, Colorado while she stayed in the small town we were from commuting to a community college nearby. I didn’t come home from Boulder very often as it was quite far away but one summer, I decided to go home and work there all summer rather than stay in the increasingly boring college town. I was tired of the girls from college and thought maybe I’d take the summer off from dating or chasing tail prior to my "gap" year..
I was going down main street a week or so later, back in my old stomping grounds. It was a touristy little town that had a population that doubled in the summertime with “down staters” coming up to visit as well as people from Wisconsin north of us. So….as I drove down main street, I decided to stop at the local ice cream store for the hell of it. I got my order and was loitering out front eating it when a familiar car pulled up. It was Danielle and a friend of hers. Dani parked the car and jumped out, running up to me and literally jumping into my arms.
“OMG, Sean, it’s been forever since I’ve seen you and I heard you were back in town this summer!!” Of course, she had, my mother and her mother were two of the biggest gossips in the entire region, let alone the town. Anyway, I shook myself out of that thought and realized that Dani and I were still wrapped around each other and she didn’t show any sign of letting go any time soon. Reluctantly, I set her down on her feet and straightened my khaki shorts, trying to smooth out the front where I’d inadvertently “tented” as her soft, familiar body was pressed to mine.
Her friend had gone up to the window to grab her ice cream and Dani leaned in and whispered, “Ummmm, I felt that you know.” I asked her if she had liked or disliked what she felt and she shushed me and said, “We need to get together and talk about that privately and not in front of Penny.” I said that was OK and we then talked for about half an hour until Dani said that she had to go home and promptly left after a quick hug goodbye and a kiss on the cheek. As she drew near, I smelled her perfume and felt her lips on my cheek.
She whispered again, “Don’t forget, Sean, we NEED to talk soon!” I wondered what she wanted to talk about but let the thought pass as I jumped into my Mustang and headed for home. A week passed and Dani and I had agreed to meet up and take a drive to the Illinois Beach State Park, specifically Isherwood Beach on the north end up by Winthrop Harbor. We jumped into my Mustang, put the top down and departed taking a six pack and some snacks with us in a cooler for later. It’s pretty hard to talk in a convertible blasting down the highway so we just cranked the tunes and enjoyed the ride.
Every so often, I’d catch Danielle looking over at me and wink at her or smile. She seemed to enjoy the symbolic flirtation and more than once I noticed that her attention was drifting down to my crotch. For my part, I was enjoying the jiggling of her full breasts whenever the car hit a bad joint in the road and, admittedly, I had a semi-hard on for most of the ride which was giving her the eyeful as she peeked over from time to time. By then, I had figured out that we were going to be talking about “us” and I actually, could not wait.
Dani was familiar, safe and above all, sworn to secrecy due to being my cousin. We arrived at the beach, parked in the circular lot, grabbed the cooler, blanket and headed down to the sand. It was August in Illinois and the weather was friggin’ perfect. We sat our stuff down on the blanket and settled for a bit, looking out at the waves rolling one after another. The water of lake Michigan is beautiful in the summertime and I’d never forgotten that in the years I’d been away from this part of the country.
My eyes fell upon Dani as she stretched the road weariness from her body and then peeled off her shirt to reveal her electric blue bikini top. I gasped audibly as it had been 4 years since I’d last seen her up close like this, back when we were 17 and fooling around while going parking. Her tanned skin was so pleasing to the eye, a stray freckle here and there on her back, soft silken hairs on her forearms, the nape of her neck….I took it all in. Our family is English, Irish, Scots, and German by blood and Dani’s skin tone and dirty blonde hair must have been from a recessive gene since most of us are either redheads or brown haired.
Her face was radiant and her cheeks sported a few cute freckles that loved to come out in the sun. I had stripped down to my swim trunks and was sitting there studying her from the side, waiting for her to take off her shorts and reveal her suit bottoms. I also continued to gaze at her bikini wrapped breasts unconsciously remembering all the times that I’d licked and sucked on her nipples years before. Those tits of hers, let me tell you, they are spectacular. She’s a firm, fit girl with a very athletic build and has almost zero fat anywhere due to playing volleyball and running track during school. Because of this, her boobs stand out nicely as they are 32D, they are firm, shapely and about all a man could ask for if he were to ask for “great tits” on a girl.
Dani’s body is hourglass with a small waistline that fans out into her 33 hips. Her legs are muscular and trim, her ass is to die for. Danielle is the type of girl that could wear a thong bikini on the beach and have every man within a football field’s distance looking at her ass. She doesn’t wear thongs because she is pretty modest (in public) but trust me, her ass is stupendous. Anyway, my mind wandered while I thought of her body against mine 4 years ago when we said our goodbyes after graduation until I realized that she was wriggling out of her shorts beside me.
Her bikini bottom is matching, electric blue and I smirk as I was expecting a black or other dark colored bottom as is the style today. No, Dani is a traditionalist and I should have known. The shiny nylon lycra material of the bikini hugs her curves and enhances the view I’ve been taking in just that much more. She arches her back, stretches and then grabs my hand and says, “Let’s hit the water, Sean!” We run down to the beach and high step out as far as we can before we uncontrollably fall into the crashing waves.
Swimming around with a beautiful woman in the cool Lake Michigan waters is fun in and of itself but when that woman begins to reach out and touch you while swimming….it’s that much better. We finally stood in the water and she came close to me, putting her arms around me and looking up at me. I could see the cool water was making Dani’s nipples hard and they strained against the thin silky fabric that contained them. I leaned down and kissed her lips softly while crushing her against me.
Danielle is five foot three inches and I am six foot one so when I say I bent down, I mean, I bent way down. She was chest deep in the water and the height difference was resolved immediately when Dani jumped up and wrapped her legs around my midsection. Now we were on equal terms and she started to devour my lips pushing her tongue into my mouth like she had so many times before. We kissed like that for quite a while just enjoying ourselves. Dani stopped and looked at me with a serious expression and began speaking.
“Remember when I said we need to talk? Well, this is what I wanted to talk about. When I saw you the other night back on the streets of Winthrop Harbor, I was so excited that you were home as I’d heard you were. Sean, we shared so much years ago and I have been thinking about that a lot lately. The first time we kissed many years ago, it felt like a lightning bolt had gone from my head to my toes. Then when we started fooling around more, each time we’d do something new, the lightning would return.”
She continued, “The first time you slipped a finger inside me, I almost came that instant. When we started to do oral on each other, I could not ever get enough of your mouth and tongue on my…..(she paused collecting herself)…..pussy. So, what I’ve been thinking about is how we can revive that lightning again and I think I know the answer. We never actually had sex back in the day and I’m pretty sure that we need to have sex now. I mean, not NOW, we’re in public in the water but, you know, this summer.”
So, my reaction? Well, it’s good she clarified “not NOW” because I was about ready to pull my cock out before she did. But yes, my reaction in my head was, “HELL YEAH!!” but I had to try and be calm so I said, “Well, you know Dani, I’ve always wanted to be with you and frankly, none of the girls I have dated while I’ve been away even hold a candle to you so….I’m IN.” I kissed her as softly as I could and slid her down off my stomach a little bit so my dick would line up with her snatch better. Through my suit, I could feel the silky material of her suit as I rubbed my penis up and down along her covered pussy so she could feel how long and hard I was.
“Mmmmmmm, Sean, just how I remember it. You were always so hard,” she sighed. I replied, “the reason I was always so hard is….well, YOU. Dani, I was always so attracted to you and wanted to feel your skin against mine. It was like an addiction for a while when we were 17. All I thought about was when was the next time I would get to suck on your tits or lick you until you came. Honestly, I was crushed that you wouldn’t have sex with me before I left for Boulder but in retrospect, it’s all good because waiting for you for 4 years…..that’s super-HOT.”
We swam and played in the waters of Lake Michigan the rest of the late afternoon until it started to get darker as the sun set ending up laying on the blanket we’d spread out on the shore sipping on our beers. As the temps dropped due to lack of sun, Danielle moved closer to me and we talked about our childhoods and our mutual interest in learning sexuality with each other as we grew up. Soon, we were the only ones left on the beach for miles as all the tourists had gone back to their hotel rooms for the night. Dani took my hand and placed it on her thigh and asked if I had any ideas about right then and there.
I squared up to Dani and said, “Hey now, babe, we’ve got a lot of time this summer to get together. I would love to ravish you right here on this spot, Dani, but the Park Rangers patrol after dark and we would get busted. If you were any other girl, I’d do it because…who cares, right? But it’s you, my Dani, my cousin and if we got caught our families would die from embarrassment not to mention I’d never be able to show my face around Winthrop Harbor again!! So, let’s take it easy tonight and get back home so we can plan where and when we are going to take the final step in our journey together,”
She laughed, grabbed my dick with her and hand and said, “Well, OK, that makes sense, Sean. I am going to suck your dick on the car ride home though so try not to hit any cars while I blow your mind!!” Whoa, she was going to give me road head? This was turning out to be the best summer ever!! We packed up the beach stuff and trucked it back to the car as it was now thoroughly dark out. As we pulled out onto the highway, I felt her hand slide up my thigh where it had been resting since we buckled up.
As we drove, Danielle gave me a wicked grin and started to rub along the inside of my right thigh with her fingers. She slowly worked her way up to where she could feel my penis as it strained against my swim trunks. She leaned over and rested her head on my leg facing me and watched as she slowly worked her fingers over my bugling shaft. She was teasing me and I damn well knew it. My brain was like, “SUCK IT ALREADY!!!” after a time, she decided that I’d suffered enough.
She deftly untied the drawstring on my trunks and slipped her hand inside the waistband, clearing the annoying mesh and grabbing my rod firmly in her hand. She stroked it up and down while looking up at me and smiling like the vixen she was being. I was watching the road ninety five percent of the time but glancing down periodically to try and will her to take me in her mouth. She retrieved an ooze of pre-cum with her finger and stuck it in her mouth while intoning the longest and sexiest “Mmmmmmmmmmm” I’d ever heard her give me.
“Sean, I’d forgotten how much I love to do this to you and the yummy rewards that I get when I am doing it to you,” she said in a low growl. I was able to hear her this time because the top was up on the Mustang and the wind wasn’t buffeting our ears as fiercely as it had on the drive up. Finally, after she teased me for miles, I knew she was going for it, her soft lips parted and she drew my raging cock into her delicate mouth. After not having felt her sucking on me for four long years, I had to fight the urge to blow my load immediately.
I concentrated on road signs, looked for deer eyes along the roadway, thought about the Cubs win in the 2016 Series…anything to take my mind off the incredible pleasure I was feeling on my penis at that moment. One thing I did know from my countless hours of fooling around with Danielle as we grew up, she was an expert cocksucker. This was true, because we had learned about oral together and I had told her in detail what I liked and what was good as we explored, just as I knew exactly what would push her over the edge when I was eating her pussy.
Danielle bobbed her head up and down because my ability to thrust up into her waiting mouth was limited by having to drive the car without killing us. Her lips slid up and down along my now glistening shaft and she worked her tongue on and around the swelling head over and over. She drove her face down deeper, lifted my cock up pressed against my stomach and then licked and sucked her way to my shaved balls, sucking them gently into her mouth and tickling them as she did so.
I started to exclaim, “Oh Dani, oh my God baby, that’s so good, I’ve missed you soooo much Cuz, there is nobody like you, nobody has ever made me feel like you can.” She apparently loved this encouragement because she started increasing her pace, licking, sucking, bobbing and giving me intense pleasure that filled my body as my orgasm built. Conveniently we were nearing a place down the road that I knew of where I could pull off behind a stand of trees for a minute as I finished because as I saw it, if I didn’t pull off, I was going to wreck us.
The highway had become limited access and there were roads meeting it here and there. From my many summers in the area, I knew of the perfect spot. Cops used to pull off there and hide waiting for speeders so I knew it was as discreet as we were going to get, plus I was already about to blow so it wouldn't be long that we were off the road. I whipped in behind the stand of trees and unbuckled my seat belt so I could help the process along by thrusting into her mouth. I held Danielle’s hair and gently pulled her head back and forth while I fucked her sexy mouth.
Her lips and tongue gyrated along my growing shaft and finally, I threw back my head and yelled, “Dani, oh my Dani, yesssssss, take it, take my cum baby. It’s yours, it’s always been yours, uuugggghhhh!” The last exclamation came as I spurted multiple times into her waiting mouth, over and over my rod tensed and then delivered its next load. It had been a while since I’d been with a girl so there was a lot and it started to spill out the corners of her mouth even as she swallowed.
Danielle kept sucking and licking after I’d finished my powerful orgasm and she looked up at me the whole time with a glint in her eye and a semi-smile as she mouthed my softening tool making sure to extract every drop of semen with her hand, pumping and her mouth sucking, drawing it all out. She sat up and I popped my cock back into my trunks, looking over at her. She still had cum on the corners of her mouth and I abruptly kissed her making sure to gather it all and deliver it into her mouth with my tongue.
She was surprised that I kissed her while she was in that state, but I didn’t care, my mouth longed for hers and hey, if she can get cum in her mouth, why the hell can’t I? I’m pretty equal opportunity when it comes to sex and if a girl rims my ass, I’ll return the favor. Same thing here, she sucked me off until I came and I kissed her afterward, no big deal. I told Danielle that she was the best and that I loved what she did for me but that we had to get home. I pulled the car back out on the limited access highway and we roared down the road.
We talked as we drove about timing and place for our next encounter which was sure to include some down and dirty fucking at long last. This was many years in the making and I thought to myself that we’d better go slow or we might both cum in seconds after penetration. “Hmm,” I thought, “how can I make this the best experience for both of us but yet just go wild at the same time? Maybe we just say ‘screw it’ the first time and just go at it and then in the secondary sessions attend to more civilized and tender sex?”
You must understand something about this. I love Danielle. She’s been a constant in my life and we are family. More than that, she was my first kiss, the first girl I went down on and the first girl who blew me. Because of this precarious familial relationship, I needed to make sure that I didn’t use and abuse her in any way. Any sexual encounter that led to intercourse with her would have to be done right. I wasn’t going to “hit and quit” my lifelong cousin love.
The next few weeks was filled with helping my Dad on projects around the homestead and family gatherings on the weekends. It was so chaotic, Danielle and I were both catching the other’s eye from across the room and smirking like, “Really, we finally decide to have sex and these people won’t leave us alone!!’ Finally, it seemed like we had a free weekend coming up and there was a concert up in Milwaukee that we wanted to see so we both advised our parents we were going to make the trip.
We arranged “separate” hotel rooms but then after the reservations were made, I called and asked the front desk to make sure they were adjoining rooms with a suite door in between. Danielle and I talked about it and decided mutually that the concert was just a cover and we really had no intention of attending. This was just a ploy to get out of town together with the concert at Lake Park Summer Stage, a bit north of the city of Milwaukee. As the appointed weekend rolled closer, I bought some lube, some weed and some beer to take up with us.
As the day got closer, I felt abuzz with emotions….total carnal lust for this beautiful woman I was going to finally make mine, guilt for the fact that she is my second cousin and excitement for the adventure that we were going to embark on. We were younger when we shared our first kiss and now we were finally going to sleep together. I’m not even sure I comprehended the thoughts and emotions that were running through my brain, but I fully understood those that were running through my cock.
We took Highway 32 up through Kenosha and Racine, up to the split at Grant Park Beach where we went West to pick up 794 north straight up to Milwaukee. We drove up that day, mostly in silence with the radio playing to break the stillness in the cabin of the Mustang. I think we were both thinking back on our past and how we’d gotten here plus what it meant as 2nd cousins to be ready to jump into bed together. Obviously neither of us was a virgin at this point but…in the scheme of things this was a huge step for us to take.
We checked in at the hotel and took the elevator upstairs to the 4th floor where our adjoining rooms were located. We opened the respective doors and then immediately opened our suite doors to join the rooms symbolically like what was to come for us physically. We moved all our bags into “her room” and decides to keep “my room” uncluttered for sex, more sex and nothing but sex. We kissed briefly and I pushed back from Danielle, separating enough to speak.
“Hey, babe, why don’t we go out for a nice dinner and then come back here and see what trouble we can get into, eh?” She laughed and said, “Oh, Mr. Educated Boulder College Boy still says ‘eh’ like us Illinois hicks, huh??” I bit her nose gently in retaliation, grabbed her ass with both hands, pulled her TIGHT against me and said, “You, my lovely cousin, will pay for that remark later!!” She remarked that she could not wait as we rolled out to go get some dinner. We decided to go to the Capital Grille on Wisconsin Avenue downtown since we were both in the mood for a steak.
During dinner we talked about old times, old friends and what we’d been doing for the past four years since I had moved to Boulder to go to school. It was a very scintillating conversation because, as seemingly mundane as the topics were, we both knew where the evening was eventually headed. Think of it like this, if you were on a blind date and you somehow knew that you were going to be burying your face in your date’s pussy later on…..it would not matter what you talked about since the outcome was already preordained.
We adjourned from the restaurant and then drove down to the Milwaukee Sailing Center, parked and then took a long walk along the break wall around Veteran’s Park and past the MacArthur statute at the south end. As we walked hand in hand, sometimes Danielle rested her head on my shoulder and of course, we stopped and kissed from time to time. I cannot explain the electricity that I felt when our lips met. First time last time, it did not matter, Danielle and I were somehow “wired’ to give each other those impulses.
I’ve never felt that with another woman to this very day, and I’m now in my 40’s. As I tell you this story, I relive each and every electric bolt that we felt. So as not to digress, I’ll get back to the story at hand picking up where we arrived back at the hotel and went up to our rooms. Danielle and I walked into our rooms through “my” door and shut it behind us. Immediately she spun on her heel, wheeled around and wrapped her arms around me, beginning to kiss my neck. I leaned down and with a finger brought her chin up so I could kiss her full lips.
Clothes began to fall to the floor as we carefully undressed each other, taking our time and being deliberate. As her body was revealed, I marveled in the dim lights at how wonderful she truly was. I’d not been with any girl in Boulder that was as built and as sexy as Danielle. That was in and of itself a problem since I unwittingly compared every, single girl I was with to her. The sad truth is, no one can compare to your first love so none of those Boulder girls ever stood a chance with me long term, no, my mind always wandered back to Danielle.
I looked Danielle up and down taking in the beautiful sight before me, her calves were sculpted and strong, her thighs muscular and trim, her ass was a fucking work of art curved in the right places and FIRM, God it was firm. Her belly was flat, cute little “innie” navel, her lower ribs protruded slightly and then the swell of her full breasts, the pert, sexy nipples jutting out begging to be licked. Her half dollar sized areolas were a shade between pink and brown that I can’t describe.
My eyes traveled up to her collarbone, the soft sweeping curves that led to her neck, a neck that I had savored so many times in the six years that we were “kissing cousins” up until age 17. Her jawline is strong, her cheekbones are like a model’s, her full lips, button nose and then….oh yes……her striking blue eyes. Those eyes that could, and were, boring a hole in my soul as I met them. Her look was smoky and she was obviously in a sensual state as we stepped closer and finally our bodies began to touch.
(Part Two where we get down to business is being written now, stay tuned!!)
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