A Step Forward
(I apologize in advance, because English is not my native language.)
For some time now I like to produce myself as a sissy, feminize myself and look like a very hot whore and if you want to know how it started, leave comments that maybe I will tell this story here.
After a lot of reading, be it stories, experiences or even fantasies from other sissies, I started to get excited and identify with everything I read. and finally I found myself. I am not a straight boy who dresses up as a sexy girl at times, or a gay crossdresser, I am a sissy.
And by that I mean that I intend to be the sissy slut, and to fulfill myself with all the things that excite me, to be degraded, humiliated and used as a sex toy, with the sole purpose of serving sexually the needs of those who own me.
But for that, some things needed to change and one of them was my behavior in relation to porngraphy. I was and still am somewhat addicted to pornography (sissy obviously).
I wanked myself an average of five times a day, but I always took pleasure in deprivation, and with that I decided to join the chastity cage definitely 24/7 ... I don't want any more penile stimulation, as a sissy should be.
I already had a CB600, but it was wide, my penis is not small (6 '), but I didn't just want to leave it stuck, but rather the one dreamed of by many ... the shrinkage, so I decided to acquire a "holy trainer" (small), really felt the restriction now.
and today I managed to complete the first week completely trapped, later I will remove feathers for cleaning.
My masturbation, which was every day and several times a day, I managed to reduce to two in the week, but without penile stimulation, just anal stimulation with dildos, and for my happiness I managed to find a perfect position and movement and I got the so dreamed ejaculation by anal stimulation ( I don't know if this is sissygasm), but it certainly makes it more of a stimulus to let go of my penis and forget about it, and let it become what it should have always been, a clity.
Now my next steps are HRT and to see the progression of my clit shrinking, exchanging for smaller cages.
I still took a picture of the last time my pasu had an erection with ecordation and also because I want to buy the shrinkage in the future. so in about three months when i decrease my cage, i think i will be able to get an idea if i managed to reduce the size.
anyway i will post my evolution here, so your feedback and feedback is important to me, in this new journey, thanks to everyone and mainly for reading all this text (full of syntax errors)
For some time now I like to produce myself as a sissy, feminize myself and look like a very hot whore and if you want to know how it started, leave comments that maybe I will tell this story here.
After a lot of reading, be it stories, experiences or even fantasies from other sissies, I started to get excited and identify with everything I read. and finally I found myself. I am not a straight boy who dresses up as a sexy girl at times, or a gay crossdresser, I am a sissy.
And by that I mean that I intend to be the sissy slut, and to fulfill myself with all the things that excite me, to be degraded, humiliated and used as a sex toy, with the sole purpose of serving sexually the needs of those who own me.
But for that, some things needed to change and one of them was my behavior in relation to porngraphy. I was and still am somewhat addicted to pornography (sissy obviously).
I wanked myself an average of five times a day, but I always took pleasure in deprivation, and with that I decided to join the chastity cage definitely 24/7 ... I don't want any more penile stimulation, as a sissy should be.
I already had a CB600, but it was wide, my penis is not small (6 '), but I didn't just want to leave it stuck, but rather the one dreamed of by many ... the shrinkage, so I decided to acquire a "holy trainer" (small), really felt the restriction now.
and today I managed to complete the first week completely trapped, later I will remove feathers for cleaning.
My masturbation, which was every day and several times a day, I managed to reduce to two in the week, but without penile stimulation, just anal stimulation with dildos, and for my happiness I managed to find a perfect position and movement and I got the so dreamed ejaculation by anal stimulation ( I don't know if this is sissygasm), but it certainly makes it more of a stimulus to let go of my penis and forget about it, and let it become what it should have always been, a clity.
Now my next steps are HRT and to see the progression of my clit shrinking, exchanging for smaller cages.
I still took a picture of the last time my pasu had an erection with ecordation and also because I want to buy the shrinkage in the future. so in about three months when i decrease my cage, i think i will be able to get an idea if i managed to reduce the size.
anyway i will post my evolution here, so your feedback and feedback is important to me, in this new journey, thanks to everyone and mainly for reading all this text (full of syntax errors)
3 years ago
