Castrated Julie

About me: Hello my name is Julie. I am a MTF transsexual who has been on hormones and living as a women since 1996. I have been castrated and have breast implants and years ago I had lot of laser hair removal. I managed my transformation on my own. My fantasy is to be a nasty sissy slut for BBC but the reality is I have a career that I've been working at since 1982, I drive a 18-wheeler and I'm trying to get to retirement. So, I cannot go live my fantasy. My problem is I really miss cock and cum, I haven't had any since about 2008 . I am in a long-term relationship, but his cock does not work. He knows of my wants/needs, and we do have an understanding that I can do what I want/need. I am not looking to leave my relationship. This is just my truth. Maybe you'll catch me on a video cam playing with my toys. Update 05/03/23 I'm not really into chatting but I do talk to people I might be able to hook up with or people who have sincere questions. Also people who fill there profile out and have a pic of their self get my attention. If you're ashamed of what you do on here maybe you shouldn't be contacting people on here. Update 11/19/23 I started taking Descovy for PrEP today and I will be sexually active with a select few. I can't and won't have sex with everybody that asks. Also keep in mind I'm really into BBC. Update 01/09/24 The best way to communicate with me is either msg me on here or cum to my live shows on XhamsterLive. Time permitting I do shows 3-5 nights every week. As far as what time, it varies, depends what time I get my 18-wheeler parked and get prepared to do a show. There is preparation that needs to be done before a show that takes about an hour to do. I don't wanna be kicked off by the moderators. Please be respectful and patient during my shows. I've been told by more than one person that they like me because I'm very interactive. I do talk to most everybody. It is kind of a free for all trying to answer everybody.